Tears Over The Rainbow

Our 10th Month-Niversary & Food Party.

2011-11-05T23:27:00.001+08:00

Shaaabooyaaa!

Gonna blog mostly about food today. & also my 10th Month-Niversary with boyfie.

My anniversary being with Abdul Rahim falls on every 1st of the month.

And this month is our 10th Month-niversary with Abdul Rahim.

On 3rd November 2011, meet up with Abdul Rahim at Tampines MRT station.

I was craving for Pizza Hut actually.

Went to Tampines Mall Pizza Hut, i was surprise to see that its fulled house.

Very lazy to wait, so i suggest to Abdul Rahim that instead of having Pizza Hut for dinner, we went to Swensen.

Order our dinner and waited patiently for my Lasagna which i have order specially for myself as i doesn't like it to have spinach in my Lasagna.

Which pissed me off is that the Lasagna pasta is already mixed with spinach.

Fuss abit (more than abit. Teeheehee.) over it and end up i took it down on the table as Abdul Rahim telling me that im being fussy. Pfft!

Below are the pic i have taken while having our dinner at Swensen.

* i totally forget the drink name*

* Abdul Rahim showing off his dinner for that night *

* Chili Crab Spaghetti *

* Mr & Mrs Abdul Rahim. Cehhh! *

* Pepperoni Pizza (thumbs up) *

* Fries Basket *

Yesterday after work, me and Abdul Rahim head down to airport to have our dinner at popeye.

But Selengeh me! I forget to snap picture of us.

Haish.

Anw, me had to work today. Very sleepy.

Due to certain reason. Thanks to Abdul Rahim. Pfft!

Went home straight after work.

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i have something funny to share! Me, daddy and Lil baby Nadra was at home. Mommy was out doing groceries shopping. So i did my laundry before i getting myself ready for dinner with boyfie. I was from my room going to the kitchen. It was a shocked of my life seeing that my mother kitchen was flooded with soapy water from the washing machine. Yes! i forget to put down the water hose. Daddy was at the hall sleeping. Instead of waking him up, i thought that i better clear the shit before he awakes. So, i took the tray and start to scoop the water out. Too engrossed by scooping the water out, i didn't notice that my dad were standing outside the kitchen watching me. And this is what he say to me when he saw me scooping the water out, " lahh, kau nak kayuh sampan gi mana tu?". i looked at him with my half open jaw and told him that i forget to put down the water hose. All he did was laugh at me. Next, he help me to clear the water out and told me that its good that i flooded the kitchen so that he could scrub the kitchen floor. And VOILA! The kitchen floor is sparkling clean now. *giggle*

Sakura With Boyfie..

Alright, till here then.

Im shagged. Gonna rest now. Will update again. =D

Bought online Prada & 2 LV Monogram in different sizes.

2011-10-31T19:14:00.001+08:00

Bought LV Never-Full Monogram Large & Small

Prada

Let me Goooo!

2011-10-31T19:00:00.001+08:00

Arghhh!

like stupid or wat sia.

i didn't asked for it to happen.

its for my future.

im doing it for my family too.

pay was good.

environment was good.

its a big company.

why should i let the chances slip by?

Moron bitch!

its easy for you to say since you already found a job.

possible if i were to leave early, that would be the happiest day of my life.

like seriously.

the more i stay, the more i hate it.

i just need to get out soon.

please god, make my talking with boss smoothly as it goes.

and let my boss understand my situation.

i really had no mood to be there anymore.

*prays*

Interviewwwww....

2011-10-29T15:04:00.000+08:00

Rise & Shine Early Today.

Got job interview at Airport.

Applying for Customer Service Agent for SATs Company.

Alhamdulilah, got to go for SATs checkup on Monday next week @ 9.00am.

After that, will have to rushed over for work at Cherie Hearts.

Looks like i have to wait patiently for the result to get out and to give the lady a call on 4th November to asked if my application is successful or not.

Meanwhile, will have to work for Cherie Hearts until its already comfirm the date of joining SATs.

Right now, CAM-WHORING with sibs.

Too Many Problem In One Go...

2011-10-26T03:01:00.002+08:00

SHAHBOOYAAA....!!

Sorry for being MIA for quite so long.

Been busy with work and stuff.

Lots of things that i wanna blog in here.

So be patience with me alright.

Firstly,

Pissed off with Cherie Hearts @ 19 Cecil Street.

The centre is closing down soon due to cant pay the rental rent.

So, i have to cancel my Fundamental Course.

Like Seriously, it hurts to the bits when i went up to talk to the receptionist lady that i want to cancel my course. pfft!

And i have to find another job as soon as possible.

I just need to be ready.

Last of my service will be on 30th November 2011.

Just cant bear to leave the children.

Was already use to see them almost every weekdays.

Secondly,

Been sending out more that 10 resumes and yet, not even one company reply.

How disappointed and brokedown i was when everytime i checked my email, there's none replied to my email.

Heart breaking times 10.

Earghhh!

Looks like i have to be patience mostly.

Thirdly....

hmmmm...

not sure if i wanna blogged about it first.

Nvm, i will blogged about it when i feel that i have to.

For now, i still can "tahan" with the crappiness.

Haish...

Pic time..

Randomly taken picture and edit them.

Look! Look!

See! See!

Watch!

Saturday Night WebCam With LOVES.

2011-10-09T14:41:00.000+08:00

Exhausted Fall On The Butt.

2011-10-08T19:03:00.003+08:00

How i wished i wasn't working today. Can really like spent my whole Saturday not feeling exhausted. Body arching like HELL. Cant even carry Karman for a long time. Good that she been sleeping like a log.

Reach home quickly after work just to catch up my sleep again as i was really really tired from the weekdays of working my ass off at work.

Woke up at 6+pm and straight to kitchen to find food. Boiled sausage and fried eggs to be eaten with bread. Straight to my room after had early dinner.

Lay on my bed. Slowly, my body started to feel the pained. Well, i had a fall yesterday. Really BAD fall.

Yesterday were Children's Day. Jennie decide to let the toddlers to have some fun playing with the flour. I had fun too. At the end of it, floor was messy with flour every where. Floor were slippery and i had to mopped and clean all of it. All the toddler had their lunch, shower and off to nap time. So, i started with cleaning time too. I keep telling other teachers to be careful as the floor were wet and slippery too. But clumsy me, i had a big FALL. I fall in a sitting posture. My butt were killing me for a minute. Everyone were like looking at me with their half open mouth and big round bulge eyes as if like its going to popped out in any second. Linah and lau she ran towards me trying to help me up. I got up slowly and theres no pained at all. I try to walk to check if everything is fine but seem that im alright. No more butt pained. Its like the pained have totally disappear. And so, i continue my work like usual.

Today when i woke up in the morning, body starting to feel slight pained. Most probably because of yesterday fall. Hopefully by tomorrow, no more body arching at all. I really need to be well for these month. Seriously, NO Medical Certificate for these month. *Pray*

2011-10-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

How To Love - LiL Wayne

2011-10-02T21:02:00.000+08:00

How To Love - LiL Wayne

You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

For a second you were here
Why you over there?
Its hard not to stare, the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Never had a love

When you was just a young’un you’re looks but so precious
But now your grown up
So fly its like a blessing but you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds
Without you being insecure
You never credit yourself so when you got older
It’s seems like you came back 10 times over
Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner
Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

For a second you were here
Why you over there?
Its hard not to stare the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Had a love

You had a lot of dreams that transform to visions
The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions
But it wasn’t your fault
Wasn’t in your intentions

You the one here talking to me
You don’t wanna listen
But I admire your poppin bottles and dippin’
Just as much as you admire bartending and stripping
Baby, so don’t be mad
Nobody else trippin
You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook

See You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

http://www.elyricsworld.com/how_to_love_lyrics_lil_wayne.html
See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

Oooh,
See I just want you to know
That you deserve the best
You’re beautiful
You’re beautiful
Yeah

And I want you to know, you’re far from the usual
Far from the usual

You see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

Mixtape - Butch Walker

2011-09-30T22:02:00.003+08:00

This song is beautiful. It somehow explains how a boy really wants this girl whom she think he never exists. How one smile from this girl could bring this boy to life, and how she means the world to him.

Just like having an innocent crush. Sometimes some songs remind you of that special person. When you're rejected, there are also songs to explain that feeling. Just like a mixtape. I guess life is a mixtape. Some songs give us motivation, some makes us even more heartbroken than our state of mind, some just makes us dance and bop our head and air guitar.

Favorite parts :

You say Hello, inside I'm screaming I love you. You say goodnight, in my mind I'm sleeping next to you. You drive away, from my car crash of a heart and I don't know but you gave me the best mixtape I have, Even the bad songs ain't so bad.

I just wish there's so much more than that about me and you.

Don't turn around and say bye again, it crushes my head when you call me your friend.

Phenomenal Woman

2011-09-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Missing You Deeply

2011-09-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

I've been laying here all night, listening to the silence. Talking to my heart and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you, every now and then.

In this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all their love on someone like you, like I did.

It's YOU. You mean everything to me... you are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up; my last thought before I go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams... when you are sad, I fell sad, and when I see your true smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you.

Just Us

2011-09-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

PS: Am Sick... SMILE..

Truth Hurts. Really!

2011-09-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

Getting to know about the truth really hurts.

How am i supposed to handle it?

I only thought it happens during in Movies only.

Couldn't believe it have to be happen in my life.

Promise you that im will always LOVE and be with you in sickness or health.

Am sticking with you no matter what.

Anw, he surprise me by fetching me after work.

Much more surprise when he bought me a pink rose flower.

Awwww...

Im so surprise. TOTALLY!

Feel like crying when i see him.

But am holding back my tears.

Its been almost 3 weeks plus we didn't meet.

Haish.

Not sure when will be our next meet up.

Maybe in a week time?

2 Weeks?

3 Weeks?

1 Month?

Only God knows that.

Celebrating Uncle Sam Birthday At Tiffany.

2011-09-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

Rushed home after work.

Get ready and off to Tiffany Cafe @ Furama Hotel.

Celebrating Uncle Sam Birthday.

I really have no mood. Seriously.

Even though im there, but my mind were at somewhere else.

Let the pictures do the talking.

I Wanna Be A Girl Who Makes Other Girl To Turn And Have A Second Looked At Me!

2011-09-10T03:57:00.000+08:00

Ever wonder how some people are so rich and the poor were so poorer?

Some were born rich and some were already born poor.

But we have the choice to decide whether do we want to make changes for the future or are we gonna sit and accept the situation we already are.

I did some thinking on my own while resting on my bed.

How long am i gonna live the way i am currently lived in?

So, i have decide to work hard and archived my goals.

As im a girl. There's alot of stuff that i wished i could own them like for example,

There's alot of things that i wanna own.

I dont want to be the girl who dont mind using anything which she's comfortable with.

I wanna show everyone that i too can own something in particular which they have.

I wanna work my ass off to get what i really want.

Cos now for me, MONEY is important. And it makes my world go ROUND!

What Are People Looking For In Relationship?

2011-09-10T02:59:00.000+08:00

Many know what they want... but many do not know as well... for those who know, they might not find someone who wants the same thing as them or they might change their mind about what they after certain experiences or they might not find what they want at all... for those who do not know could either need not to think so much but just find out what they want as they go along or they might continue finding out what they want for the longest time...

SO, what is is that people want out from a relationship? Females? Males?

- just to have someone there?

- to have someone to spend time with?

- to have someone take care of the bills?

- to show that they are stable and family oriented, as if they are running for a position? ;)

- trophy wife or husband?

- it is expected of them?

- someone to be there for you when you need them?

- to have a best friend forever?

The list can just go on... and on... but the question is still lingering... what is it that people want in a relationship? Does it have anything to do with the type of love language they have?

Haters

2011-09-10T00:11:00.003+08:00

Dealing with haters can be an easy task for some of us, but its difficult
for other people who are really sensitive and not strong enough
to fight this illusion like hate attacks coming to them. At one point, they
might just have more low self esteem and lose their confidence
about something they are hated on. For example, people coming to
them anonymously behind the screen, saying and criticising
one's looks or attitudes, and stuffs. Especially when they dont even know
the person well. That is absurdly ridiculous!

2011-09-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

Saturday, 3rd September 2011

PAY DAY ! ! !

Working half day, ended around 2pm.

Quickly rushed down to Snip Avenue at Bedok Reservoir.

Reborn my hair which cost me S$118/=.

Really koyak my wallet that day.

But were thinking if i were to do the normal rebornding, my hair would end up more damaging than it looks like. So BO PIAN LOR..

Seated for almost 4 hours, i really like the outcome of my hair.

Done with hair, rushed back home to changed my clothes.

Went back out to meet up with boyfie and lil raffael.

Boyfie accompany me to eat burger king since i had nothing for the whole day.

After that, went to Tamp 1 window shopping before meet up with kak lisa cos she wanna fetch lil raffael.

Me and boyfie went to Tampines Mall NTUC cos wanna get some food stuff before heading to Pasir Ris Prawning Farm.

Anw, heres a few pic i took.

Tuesday, 6th September 2011

Supposedly, should go for work checkup at SATA chai chee there but were too lazy. And i don't need to go to work.

Accompany mummy and baby nadra to meet up with the social welfare.

Then, went to Bugis. SHOPPING!!!!

Here's a few items which i bought.

( Front view )

( Back view )

reach home almost to 9pm. wash up, on the phone with boyfie and off to bed next.

very TIREEEEDDDDD.......

He Who Make Me Smile, Laugh & Cry

2011-09-07T22:37:00.001+08:00

You're the only boyfriend who gives my heart some

excitement and thrills. When I'm with you I feel like I'm out of control! You taught me how to handle life seriously, you taught me how to solve my problems and to face it without any fear... when I'm with you, I feel no fear, not even a single one.

I know that when you say you love me and I admit that I've fallen for you, I know that I wouldn't shed any tears from now on. I love you and that's what I want you to bear in your mind, and it's for keeps ♥

STOOPID COUPLE!

2011-08-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

I DONT CARE WHAT YOU BOTH WANNA SAY ABOUT MY RELATIONSHIP STATUS.

YOU BOTH DONT GIVE ME MONEY OR FOOD.

BE MY GUEST TO LAUGH.

I AM LAUGHING TO BY BOTH OF YOUR STUPIDITY.

BUT SERIOUSLY, I WAS JUST TRYING TO TEST YOU BOTH OUT.

WANNA SEE HOW FAST YOU BOTH CAN GET TO KNOW ABOUT IT.

FROM "COMPLICATE" TO "SEPARATED".

AND YOU BOTH WERE LAUGHING WHEN SEEING MY STATUS LIKE THAT.

HAHAHAHA.

STOOPID FOOL!

DONT YOU KNOW THAT YOU BOTH ALREADY GET FOOLED AT BY ME?

STOOPID COUPLE!!!!

Selamat Hari Raya 2011

2011-08-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Breaking Fast At Geylang...

2011-08-27T21:46:00.004+08:00

Hey..

Went to geylang to break fast with mummy, aunty jah and 2 lil rascal today.

Went to The Sun Makan Place at geylang.

I had Laksa for breaking fast.

After that, went to Joo Chiat to get my head scarf.

Fucking so EXPENSIVE sia!

its $38/- but i bought it at $35/-.

Discount $3/- only.

Then went to buy food.

After that straight home.

No mood today.

pfft!

TOO MANY TO MENTION BUT LETS MENTION JE LAHH.. HEHEHE!

2011-08-26T20:56:00.002+08:00

Boohoohoo!

Getting all excited to blog for today, i accidentally knocked my left leg at the kitchen table.

Seriously, pained sia!

Stoopid!

PRESIDENT ELECTION 2011

Tomorrow, i will need to vote for president election and i still not sure who to vote. It wont make any different right? I dont even know who is who and what they were doing for living. And please someone tells me whats the different having a new president in Singapore? Pfft!

3 MORE DAYS TO THE END OF RAMADAN

Hey! Ramadan is leaving us in 3 days times. Am celebrating Hari Raya on the 30th August 2011 (Tuesday).

I only bought myself 1 kaftan for these year raya. Seriously, i dont have the mood to raya. But me will be celebrating with boyfie. Its our first time raya together. And last year boyfie didn't get to spent his raya outside. So i try to make is happen these year for him.

PUBLIC HOLIDAY, UNPAID LEAVE, TEACHER DAY & PAY DAY!

Next week tuesday is holiday, follow by my unpaid leave on wednesday. Off on friday because its Teacher's Day. Cant believe that i have the chance to celebrate being a teacher on Teacher Day. Total of working days = 2 days. And overall, i cant wait for my pay day. SERIOUSLY! Alot of stuff i need to get. YAHOO!!!!!

LASTLY..

I MISSED BOYFIE SO DAMN MUCH!

I HATE YOU BUT AT THE SAME TIME, I LOVE YOU...

2011-08-26T20:16:00.000+08:00

Me Cant Wait To Meet You Tomorrow...

2011-08-24T21:59:00.002+08:00

Searching For My Old Self Back

2011-08-24T01:20:00.000+08:00

I MISSED MY OLD SELF!

THIS LADY HERE COMING BACK SOON!

~*WINK*~

Cure Him Please God!

2011-08-24T00:51:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, boyfie went to CGH for his appointment regarding about his lung. Sound kindda serious. Really making me worried after listen to what hes telling me. One of his lung is getting smaller and not enough of oxygen went into it. I feel bad for not accompany him for his appointment as im working. And most seriously is that, he will need to go for a operation. Seriously GOD! I would rather trade in for it as i dont want to see him go through all these. I cant bear losing him.

And Now...

i wanna cry to sleep tonight as im missing boyfie so much.

HFM Disease!

2011-08-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

We had 14 infant and 10 were sent home due to Hand, Foot & Mouth Disease. Red spot were discover on their hand, foot, mouth and even a few spot on the face. Parents were called up to fetch their children. It really sadden me as 4 infant were only left till the end of my shift. I hope and pray, all the 10 infant will recover soon

Jack ❤

Jack. One of the infant that were sent home.

Shaunak sleeping.

Regardless of him sick, still can smile for the camera.

Jack Low ❤

Samuel ❤

Jack having his afternoon milk.

Shaunak sleep.

Shaunak awake.

My pampered lil Shaunak ❤

Kieran ❤

Singing Time!

Its Pipa! ❤

Pipa smiling for the camera.

Ashley ❤

Chubby Ashley ❤

Ashley smiling ❤

Working At Cherie Hearts.. & Besties last day of working.

2011-08-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

Today might be monday blue for everyone else. But not for me. Monday for me is like a splash of colourful paint to it with seeing the smile and hearing the laugh of the infant and toddles at my work. I just ♥ my job.

Lochlan taking his afternoon nap.

See that teddy he hugging? Thats his sucking bear. Eww!

Shaunak Pendise ( Very pampered toddle. Seriously! )

Place where i spend my 9 hours with the infant.

Sleeping like a Frog swimming.

That Teacher Sapiah & also my bestfriend. Too bad its her last day here working as Infant Teacher. Thanks to her for recommend me the job. She taking her Private Engineering Course soon. All the best for her!

Where ever you are, you are in my thoughts...

2011-08-22T00:07:00.001+08:00

Missing my silly billy...

2011-08-21T02:42:00.001+08:00

Missing you is hurting me deeply now. The person i really wished to meet right now is you. Been a few days since we last met. How i really wished if you were right in front of me. Everyday, i always looking forward to talk on the phone with you. Listening to your voice makes me wanna cry. But i can feel your love for me is stronger now ever since im already busy with work.

Next year, on the month of July. Are you serious about it? I really hope you are.

㋡